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I feel like a horrible person. I hate myself for what I just did. And I'm crying for the first time in a few days.

I wish I could have all of that back. I don't know what happened. Something just threw me into a fit of rage, and I just started yelling at Becca for everything.

Now I've lost Becca as a friend. I hurt her. And I know she won't forgive me for that. I just want to talk this out with her, but I know she won't.

I messed up and I know I won't have another chance to fix that.

=/ I hate myself so much.