randomthingstorandompeople

Dear Tres,

I miss you. You were my best friend, and everything was really great when you were around. Then your mom said we couldn't hang out anymore, and... I haven't had a friend like you since.

Dear Kayla,

You're trying your hardest to make me happier, and you have no idea how much I appreciate that. After all the fighting we went through, and all the mean things we said, you should be laughing at me for my relationship blowing up. But, instead of doing that, you're trying your best to make me even a little happier. ...HOWEVER, waking up to a random text from you does make me smile when I wake up. :)

Dear Dad,

I wish you didn't have to sit there for 15 years fucking with my emotions, because it really makes me getting hurt a lot worse than it should be. All those times you told me I was worthless, I was a fat-ass, or something like that hurt. I act like none of that ever bothered me, but it still does. Every time something like this happens to me, it's a lot worse because of you.

Dear Becca,

I hope we talk again soon. It'd make me feel a little better, because there was a time when you were the best friend I had, before all of this. And I want that back. If you still read this, could we like... try to talk soon?

Dear Robert,

I appreciate you staying up (even though I know you're not up for me) and talking to me so I don't beat myself up all night. You're a good friend.

Dear Mei,

You won't see this, but you're talking to me right now about everything. We don't talk at all, ever, but I really appreciate it.

Dear Bev,

You should get on more! :D I miss you! I haven't really talked to you in a week or two, but it makes me smile when we do. :)

And I think I'm done now.